Because I'm All Growed Up Now.

It's really amusing to me - ironic, really - how things come full-circle. Once upon a time, I had a "blog"...until Xanga became more prominent, at which point I switched over. I've been using Xanga since 2005 (though not much the past year), but I think it's time to switch back. But this time, it's time to do things a little differently. No more spouting off daily activities, random lists, and whatever else used to be at the center of my posts. It's time to stir up some controversy - thought-provoking topics, controversial issues, and whatever else is on my mind and heart.

I suppose you should know a little bit about me, in that case. I am 22 years old, a recent college grad, and am now teaching preschool for students with special needs. I have a passion for children of all ages. And not just for children in general, but for assisting them in unlocking their potential. Believing in them. And helping them believe in themselves. Beyond a shadow of a doubt, I know that is what God has called me to do for this season of my life. Be a positive role model in the lives of my students. Want to know the best thing about it? Sometimes they end up leaving a bigger imprint on my life than I will probably ever leave on theirs.

Speaking of God (I can smell the controversy already), I should probably mention that He plays the biggest role in my life. (Well, He doesn't always - but that's my own fault...and that's another post in and of itself.) I don't know your thoughts on God, religion, Christianity, etc...but let me tell you this. I want no part of "religion", and I can honestly tell you that these days, I almost cringe at the mention of the word "Christian." Not anywhere does the Bible mention the word "Christian". Don't get me wrong, I understand its derivatives...but Christianity doesn't define me. Jesus Christ, and His heavenly Father...MY Heavenly Father...define my being and existence. No church building, pew, offering plate, pulpit, or praise song can begin to touch that.

Now that you think I'm crazy...I hope you'll come back for more.